Friday, February 20, 2009


I'll be completely honest- reality scares me.

Maybe it's something other people can't see or realize, and I'm not trying to put myself above other people, but when you see the truth behind humanity and its institutions, its almost sad. if you involve yourself and have expertise in multiple facets, you notice a very significant underlying notion; people's intentions are very bent and the ignorant masses interpret them into damaging proportions. take prozac- the creator's intentions were not to help sick people but out of "scientific fun." This misplaced intention consumes anything from churches to the government to the music industry to pharmaceutical companies- who in power are we to trust completely? Should we just live in ignorance and in bliss with illusions of spirituality or displaceable happenings or find out the truth and realize the inconsistent and fallacious nature in the corporate.. no, not even corporate, human world?

All my life, I've always questioned myself about things like these..
but for now, I wonder how big of an impact college will make on me.
We'll just have to observe the outcome.
Will my perception on things change?
Will I change? For better or for worse?

Thursday, February 19, 2009

just DO IT.

As my mom always said, "if you do not work as hard as everyone else but expect the same results, you're a thief," and when I didn't listen to her, she would also say "growing up, thieves never listened to the people who cared about them either." In that sense, maturity is gained similarly through this fashion; thinking that you have grown up just because you are getting older doesn't mean anything. It is the opportunites given in time and your actions on those opportunities. Otherwise, you're just the same.

So step up to the plate of opportunity with the bat of decision, face the pitch of reality, and smack it away. I feel sympathy for those that shun themselves from reality. Pity- that's how I would best describe it.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009


My first blog shall lean towards inspiration.

Life is very beautiful. Be patient, be adventurous, have good intentions and aim high in accomplishments. All that you deserve in life will come to you.

I don't think I'll be able to continue this blog for much longer.
I have trouble staying focused on things like these for a long period of time.